I miss sleep so much.

How much do I miss sleep?

I have not slept more than 4 hours recently.
I usually sleep on my commute time.
I couldn't keep my eyes open a while ago when I was on my way home.

And the worst?

I fell asleep while interviewing my friend since I was waiting for her to answer :|

What is fail?? :((

So now it's almost 2 and I'm still awake. If I didn't fall asleep, I could be sleeping right now.

I HATE IT :(( I WANT TO REST :((

What is busy?

Today:
- interview with Secret Recipe
- meeting at Shang
- finalize questionnaire (currently here at Ly's)
- online conference at 11pm
- I think I have to read Business Law too. (Oops :|)

Tomorrow:
- print and photocopy questionnaires
- go to different schools to interview students
- attend classes! I don't want to cut classes anymore :((
- watch Tamala with HF <3
- research and outline report
- and whatever else I'm forgetting I'm supposed to do

The day after tomorrow:
- breakfast with my best friend to celebrate her birthday
- go to UAP to interview students
- might interview at a hotel
- might go to UST or other schools with groupmates to interview students
- again, whatever else I'm forgetting right now

:-< I know there's still so much more I have to do that I haven't listed here. Like, MJMA stuff and other stuff. Wah. I need balance :((

I really wish we'll at least place at the competition cos we're sacrificing so much. And I know, it's affecting other people too. I'm so sorry :((

Dear Lord, help us please..

Random Quote

I love Tumblr <3

"How hard is it to stop the heart from loving?
As much as hard to stop the eye from blinking.
The more you control it,
the more it hurts."

Because love is the most natural thing there is.
It was with love that we were created by Him,
so it is by love that we humans should live.

HF, when is our next photoshoot? <3

Abyss

Falling, falling, falling
Darkness is all there is
I see nothing, I hear nothing
I feel hollow
I break each second I'm falling
Yet I'm still alive
I'm burning inside
Burning because of the cold
Over and over I wished it would stop
But I just kept falling, falling, falling